headache (english)

the vexing door bathed in death
chaos, propitious you. I know. I know. DIStic end
that child black out loxed room. land of Virus. fable. tonight. wasted.
wicked love is instant death twilight never question
illusions instal it. I do it. to ridden...
I'm a gonad. for love. horror believe you
Lesson 2, 1, door, go mad
sensation, prologue, melody, in the darkness of a dream
in the misty atonement, followed by a delicate shadow
the high, meddling voice that wraps around you is a vitriolic headache
collect the echoing decay in your pervasive voice and laugh
How? a gabby coma
only like a standout
feed it you
disaster, confinement, threat, diversion, falsehood - no more than a joke
plus faintness, symptom, always retrieve BLACK BOX
from many mouths in my head, regurgitated words, manipulation, caress
that drunken child also identically BLACK OUT
no reaction at all, won't be rescued from dreams
although it's best to let the bitter past die already.
one, two, the rain of our unclean severance
three, four, you're not there
one,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,one,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine....