Freaking Out

I'm freaking out
Yeah, yeah
I'm standing in the heart of nowhere
Futility's forgotten soldier
The days are getting dark and colder
I don't know right from wrong
Can't mend the things you haven't broken
Can't close a door you've never opened
I wish I hadn't been too weak to cry
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm dying for life
I don't care if you say it ain't right
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm claiming my time
Come on, if you're ready or not
I'm freaking out
I'm freaking out, yeah
I'm screaming at the operator
Just acting now and thinking later
I tell the world I love to hate her
I need to get it out
I'm solid as a trail of vapor
As heavy as a piece of paper
But finally I'm strong enough to cry
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm dying for life
I don't care if you say it ain't right
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm claiming my time
Come on, if you're ready or not
I'm freaking out
I'm freaking out, yeah
I think it's no good to be afraid
Of all the mistakes that you wanna make
I think it's no good to play it cool
I'd rather be called a crying fool
(crying fool)
(crying fool)
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm dying for life
I don't care if you say it ain't right
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm claiming my time
Come on
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm dying for life
I don't care if you say it ain't right
I'm freaking out
Now
I'm claiming my time
Come on, if you're ready or not
I'm freaking out
I'm freaking out, yeah
I'm freaking out