Wolves at the Door (other version)

It looks like I found heaven
It's on the tip of my tongue
And it reminded me of
Whoa, the times I was young
I'm catching rain in my open mouth
I used to smile 'til the day I found out
I have no idea who the fuck I've become
It's not who I was
It's not who I love
Because I fell into the sea and I lost my way
and I once stood on a beach where the sand
Is doubting the mistakes crawling at my skin
I lie in bed to the sound
Of the wolves at my door
They are speaking in tongues
Oh, they claw on my floor
I never thought it would come to this
Eyes more yellow, eyes more yellow
They're making rounds
Just to even the score
Just open the door
Just open the door
Because I fell into the sea and I lost my way
And I once stood on a beach where the sand
Is withered with my mistakes
Withered with my mistakes, mistakes
Withered with my mistakes
I can't hold on
The path is clear
I can't ignore
What's been building for years
There's wolves at the door
I won't hide here in fear
Wolves at the door
(waahhh!)
I look at myself
And the things that I've done
So away far from you
We went into the sun
I forgave myself for all of my mistakes
When will I learn?
When will I...
When will I...
Because I fell into the sea and I lost my way
And I once stood on a beach where the sand
Is withered with my mistakes
I gave up so much
So when my time would come
The black clouds would swallow
This flaming Hell-hole
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my soul(mistakes...)
Atleast that means(mistakes...)
I still have a soul after all
(mistakes.... mistakes....)