Loser Of The Year

I never should've walked you to the door
Never should've told you those three words
Said you wanted less I wanted more
Isn't that the way it always works?
Why did I call you yesterday?
You never called me back
I wonder if you wonder if I'm ok
And all I have left are photographs
Scattered on my floor and torn in half
I hate myself for falling in this far
Every minute wanna be where you are
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear
Holding on cause it's so hard to let go
Driving by your house staring at your window
When you close your blinds and look down here
You'll see the loser of the year
So I hear you're going away to school
Saw your friend Stacey out last night
Tried to play it off like it was cool
But it was killing me inside
Thought about how we crossed that line
Sneaking out so we could be alone
It all happened right at the wrong time
And all I have left are memories
To remind me what we'll never be
And I hate myself for falling in this far
Every minute wanna be where you are
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear
And I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go
Driving by your house staring at your window
When you close your blinds and look down here
You'll see the loser of the year
Cannot move on
Cannot give up
Did I give too much?
Was it not enough?
Either way I hate myself for falling in this far
Holding on cause I never wanna let you go
Outside your house standing at your window
Before you close your eyes will you come down here
And kiss the loser of the year?
Well I hate myself for falling in this far
[Just kiss the loser of the year]
Oh every minute wanna be where you are
[I'm just the loser of the year]
And I hate myself for falling in this far
[I'm the loser of the year]
Well I hate myself for falling in this far
[This far]
No.