So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
You were not what I needed
Was not drunk, just defeated
So I stayed
And of course, I don't want you
I just want to hear what you would say
And on my way home
I screamed, "I get it!"
And the sky screamed right back
"So why'd you let it
do you this way?"
Don't write me lines
from your still box
All propped on wheels
Worn by exhaust
Clothes line, clothes line
For hearts who share
with the holes to my heart
Like the linen I wear
And all the popular girls they stare
At the hundred and odd
guns I bear
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ear
Time tested radio tunes
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ears
Time tested radio tunes
Hey, hey man with the ramblin' machine
Steady in the place of your memory
On and on and on to space
Where they don't duck and roll at the crash of your name
I will grant you a cameo, Baby
With the sound of a stage and the sway of a lady
of a lady
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ears
Time tested radio tunes
You are not what I needed
Was not drunk, just defeated
So I stayed
And of course I don't want you
I just want to hear what you would say
And on my way home
I screamed, "I get it!"
And the sky screamed back
"So why'd you let it
do you this way?"
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ears
Time tested radio tunes
Time tested radio tunes
Time tested radio tunes
Was not drunk, just defeated
So I stayed
And of course, I don't want you
I just want to hear what you would say
And on my way home
I screamed, "I get it!"
And the sky screamed right back
"So why'd you let it
do you this way?"
Don't write me lines
from your still box
All propped on wheels
Worn by exhaust
Clothes line, clothes line
For hearts who share
with the holes to my heart
Like the linen I wear
And all the popular girls they stare
At the hundred and odd
guns I bear
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ear
Time tested radio tunes
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ears
Time tested radio tunes
Hey, hey man with the ramblin' machine
Steady in the place of your memory
On and on and on to space
Where they don't duck and roll at the crash of your name
I will grant you a cameo, Baby
With the sound of a stage and the sway of a lady
of a lady
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ears
Time tested radio tunes
You are not what I needed
Was not drunk, just defeated
So I stayed
And of course I don't want you
I just want to hear what you would say
And on my way home
I screamed, "I get it!"
And the sky screamed back
"So why'd you let it
do you this way?"
So what about me?
Me on top of you
All soft in your ears
Time tested radio tunes
Time tested radio tunes
Time tested radio tunes
Lyrics submitted by RaineBM1185
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