Spin Again

Hey, we’ve got to talk about some things
Can’t wait to place the blame on you for all of my mistakes
Let’s watch this mother fucker slip
I’ve built a perfectly fucking good example of
Effectively ruining a friendship
I’ll dig a shallow grave
I’ll destroy everything
I’ll tear apart what we have made
and if I find a way to rebuild everything
Please guarantee that you’ll be with me afterall
I fucked it up
So, you took the time to drop a note
I know I’m damned if I do and I’m damned if I don’t
But I don’t so I won’t let you shove it down my throat and say
“I’m really happy for you two”
Because I know it’s a lie, so why should I try
To pretend that there’s nothing between me and you
I’ll dig a shallow grave
I’ll destroy everything
I’ll tear apart what we have made
and if I find a way to rebuild everything
Please guarantee that you’ll be with me afterall
I fucked it up (I’ve really done it now)
Maybe I’m stupid for freaking out about no big deal
But I can’t help the way I feel or the way I deal
Maybe I’m stupid, baby, I’m flawed
Maybe I’m not as smart as I once thought
Maybe I’m fragile and maybe I’m weak
Maybe I should think before I speak
Maybe I’m just too proud to see my pride
I fucked it up
I know I’ve hurt you, I know I’ve caused you pain
And I’ve never felt so terrible, I’m sorry.