I'm Just A Nobody

So here I sit again, telling myself that I cant do this.
Because no matter what I do I feel like every little bit is useless
I can’t ever seem to face you and look you in the eye.
Sometimes I dream you’re there, but when I wake up…I realize
You’re not going to be there when I open up my eyes.
I guess I know that I’m just a nobody.
Nothing I ever want is the thing I end up with.
I keep getting afraid that you’ll never notice me.
And I keep backing down…why can’t I just face this?
The voices in my head keep telling me to give up on you,
But I keep turning back, I don’t know what to do.
Maybe I’m just wanting so much more than is my right.
But I don’t care, but still I wonder why…
I can never get this image out of my head
I guess I know that I’m just a nobody
Nothing I ever want is the thing I end up with.
I keep getting afraid that you’ll never notice me.
And I keep backing down…why can’t I face my fears?
ALL THIS CONFUSION…DRIVING INSANITY TO MY CORE.
I LET IT ALL IN…AND IT HURTS ME SOME MORE.
I FEEL THE RAIN ON MY FACE…AS IT FALLS FROM THE DARK SKIES.
I KEEP WALKING ALONE…ON THIS EMPTY…NIGHT!