Sorry

you got to understand, you know, I'm hurting too
I don't even know why I did it, I can't even explain
the actions that I took
what I did was uncalled for
I just want you to know that...I'm sorry.
We all see things vividly through our own eyes
to the ones I left you hurt in the past, I apologize
I didn't realize the pain that my actions caused
Lord knows I ain't perfect, my life's filled with flaws
whoever said words can never hurt you was a liar
word can leave you scarred just like burns from fire
and now I wish I could take back some things I said
when I spoke out of anger, not using my head
arguments are kind of tense and out of control
I went from hurting your feelings to piercing your soul
and it kills me not to know if the wounds ever healed
too many nights I prayed for forgiveness as I kneeled
used to worry about being popular or accepted
it's amazing what we do to avoid being rejected
to those I disrespected to amuse my friends
the laughs don't make up for the guily feel' in the end
time and time again I think back on my past decisions
visions in my head led my conscious with decisions
no way I could go back in time and change the past
instead I'll live with these regrets
for your forgiveness I ask (x4)
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Sometimes we make decisions in our life
that we wish we could back and change and make right
not thinking of the consequences of our actions
now it's got us thinking back, wishing it never happened
look, I'm sorry if I may have judged you before I knew you
that stuff'll catch up to you like a hex or a voodoo
I assume things without knowing the facts
thought I had the answers without going to ask
and when I really got to know you, I was ashamed
the way I talked behind your back
without even knowing your name
what a coward I was, I only thought of myself
I probably put a big hole on your emotional health
I never onece thought about how you would feel after
too busy puttin' you down
being consumed by all the laughter
the name calling; the fats and the uglys
just because I wanted the cool people to love me
so I spread some rumors and some gossip too
to make sure that I hurt you as much as possible
and it was like I couldn't stop
until your reputation was gone
and I really didn't stop to think what I was doing
I'm only human and I'm admitting my faults
at times I wish my mouth could just be locked away
in a vault
and it was like I threw poisonous darts with those lies
and unfortunately my aim was so good, I hit the bullseye
I never meant to cause you heartache and pain
nad I never meant to take your umbrella in the rain
I apologize my friend...
and I wouldn't be surprised if you'd never wanna see me again
[hook]
Sometimes we make decisions in our life
that we wish we could back and change and make right
not thinking of the consequences of our actions
now it's got us thinking back, wishing it never happened