Hand That Holds True

Hand That Holds True
The manic stage
A scary phase feeding all I know
A cloudy haze
the hectic pace strips me of my throne
It seems there is nothing but you
To please in this world around you
And in this place
In my domain you're always in control
Not the same without you
Like you really care
I never thought
You'd be the one to bring me down
I never seem to hold onto
A hand that holds true
A never ending maze
Of crazy days have come an end
It doesn't have to be this way
I lie awake
Make no mistake I'm so alone
My body aches
Nothing I take could fix me like your hold
It seems there is nothing but you
To please this withdrawal now from you
And in this place
In my domain you're always in control
Not the same without you
Like you're even there
I never thought
You'd be the one to bring me down
I never seem to hold onto
A hand that holds true
A never ending maze
Of crazy days have come an end
I find I'm reaching out again
It doesn't have to be this way
When I think about this loss too much
It accumulates
I realize just what I've done
With my fate
I've blown my chance for better days
Come back to me
I never thought
You'd be the one to bring me down
I never seem to hold onto
A hand that holds true
A never ending maze
Of crazy days have come an end
I find I'm reaching out again
It doesn't have to be this way