Up To You

You gave me your hand so long ago
But now our house is burning, you're never home
I feel sick looking at our picture frames
I turned them down and turned you away
I wanted to hear your words my whole life
But now they cut me like a knife
Hiding under the covers, crushing dreams
Am I your lover or your enemy
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it's what you wanna do
I'll leave it up to you
I packed my heart in boxes yesterday
I fell asleep last night in my room, all alone and afraid
'Cause my blood is cold and body is numb
Oh God, what did we become
I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore
But anything I feel I choose to ignore
I pray that once my anger dies, I'll live
And one my tears are dry, I'll learn to forgive
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it's what you wanna do
I'll leave it up to you
I know the love we had was real at one time
And if you give me one more chance
I promise to try
Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
You'll always be part of my life
Yeah
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it's what you wanna do
I'll leave it up to you
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it's what you wanna do
I'll leave it up to you