Accismus

I knew you, and confusion defined you
And you let disillusion defeat you
And even though you left me sitting on the front porch
I kept all your letters.
Catholic school brought the worst out in you
Behind your back they pass notes all about you
But those years are the ones I relate you
'Cause just like you
I kept all their letters.
And you gave up on me.
So I gave up on you.
Do you see what happened with me lately
I'm sorry I let you go so easy
It just goes to show what a feigning
woman's desire will give away
You gave up on me.
So I gave up on you.
If you're out there
I'm taking
shots of you, dear
....with smoke inside
I hope they find you in time
You never once delivered a promise
And to this day I wonder if it mattered
'Cause for me you were always a cynic
Hand over your pride, I've got a craving for it
You gave up on me.
So I gave up on you.
And you gave up on me.
So I gave up on you.
If you're out there...
Just wondering if you're alright
I'm sorry I can't let go
Just wondering if you're alright
I'm sorry I can't let go
Just wondering if you're alright
I'm sorry I can't let go