Dear Diary

Dear diary,
Today i'm gonna try,
i'm gonna wipe these shadows from my eyes,
Lose the contradictions.. forget these lies.
Time to start to enjoy this journey,
let go of the edge and crash burning,
and i'm gonna have to do it on my own.
Schizophrenic, Manic depressive,
at times a bit compulsive obsessive,
but i know that i can do this on my own..
Dear Diary,
Today im gonna try,
try and wipe these teas off my eyes,
no more contradictions.. forget these lies.
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
Gotta stop trying and just let go.
I know now this isn't real,
We create ourselves everything we feel,
So why the fuck would you ever want to kill me?
Why the fuck do you want to see me burn?
Stopped me from breathing, stopped me feeling alive,
Why does everything i do feel contrived,
Please tell me I can do this on my own.
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
Gotta stop trying and just let go.
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
Gotta stop trying and just let go.
Just let go.