So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
always always always always.
we breathe in sighs and breathes of desperation.
something (something) always seems to make its way in
and i end up looking paranoid.
i call em out, you can call em out,
see if they listen.
they never do.
something (something) always seems to make its way in.
bad case of day dreams, i dont mind, i do not mind.
i will pick from the tree of life ALL day EVERYday.
i just need to take a breath and realize that I have got a very big problem..
chapped lips unhinge, im losing my friends,
i need a break from living older.
we breathe in sighs and breathes of desperation.
something (something) always seems to make its way in
and i end up looking paranoid.
i call em out, you can call em out,
see if they listen.
they never do.
something (something) always seems to make its way in.
bad case of day dreams, i dont mind, i do not mind.
i will pick from the tree of life ALL day EVERYday.
i just need to take a breath and realize that I have got a very big problem..
chapped lips unhinge, im losing my friends,
i need a break from living older.
Lyrics submitted by theTyrant
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i'm sure we've all felt this way one time or another hhll sure do know how to get to your heart haha