So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
This slice in my neck, it's been there since before I was born
I was breathing like a fish in a womb
In a tank full of fluid
I did 9 months until the Doc cut me loose
My mother was filled with popcorn
Soaked in strawberry hill pools
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
That slice in my neck, it's oozing jelly as clear as glass
Between my fingers and my thumb
It'll stretch for inches between the bones
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
I was breathing like a fish in a womb
In a tank full of fluid
I did 9 months until the Doc cut me loose
My mother was filled with popcorn
Soaked in strawberry hill pools
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
That slice in my neck, it's oozing jelly as clear as glass
Between my fingers and my thumb
It'll stretch for inches between the bones
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
Every day is like the first but with a harder head
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'the first' meaning birth.
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