You Look So Happy

We both went to the 12 Rods show and
Pretended not to see each other
The only thing we swore would never happen
No matter what else did
And I don't really blame you, I suppose
Lord knows I was a perfect letdown
But I remember feeling like the only people in any crowded room
I'm still trying to convince myself
I don't care if you think I'm an asshole
I'm still trying to convince myself
I hope you're happy now
Now you're making jokes at my expense
Whatever makes you smile
And holding hands with a formerly mutual friend
Whatever makes you feel strong
I'm still trying to convince myself
I don't care if you think I'm an asshole
I'm still trying to convince myself
I hope you're happy now
When you base
Your whole identity
On reaction against somebody
It's the same as being in love
You look so happy
I hope it's not a performance for my sake
I'm still trying to convince myself
I don't care if you think I'm an asshole
I'm still trying to convince myself
I hope you're happy now
I'm still trying to convince myself
I deserve all your silent treatments
I'm still trying to convince myself that
I never knew you
I never knew you, oh
I can't say I behaved well
But I'm asking for your forgiveness
'Cause you know I meant no harm
And I'm kind of ashamed
I can't say I behaved well
But I'm asking for your forgiveness
'Cause you know I meant no harm
And I'm kind of ashamed