The Saddest Sound Was You

Another phone call
Another life lost to the monster I’ve become
I try to break apart from myself
I try to believe there is a better part of me
The half that used to do these things
tries so desperately to die
I want to let it die
Will you let it die
And pretend that I have changed
Another phone call
Another chance to prove I’ll never kill again
This has to be worth something
Can’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end
I walk on water
Always staring at the holes nailed through my feet
I know I’m sinking
I always knew these wounds would be my ending
Another phone call
Another chance to prove I’ll never kill again
This has to be worth something
Can’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end
I don’t have any strange delusions
I won’t receive what I deserve
I know the past is close behind me
but please believe me that I tried
Another phone call
One more reminder of the things I can't escape
I thought this would be a chance to prove, that I could just kill half of me
Please believe me that I tried
I want to let it die
Please believe me that I tried
Will you let it die
Please believe me that I tried
I want to let it die
Please believe me that I tried
And pretend that I have changed
Another phone call
Another chance to prove I’ll never kill again
This has to be worth something
Can’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end (x2)