Professional Time Killer

A professional at killing time
It's killing time, so grab you coat it's time to go
your numbers up the city said so
Though we could stay and watch the rain
I'll let you talk me into going insane, I hear its nice
and the drugs are good, the drugs are so good
And I'm, I'm finished with here
yeah I'm finished with here
unless you convince me other wise
Wanna be my reason for going on this year
I'll bet you don't
and it's pretty obvious that you're scared
and I bet you wont
I'm doing good to get out of bed
It ain't that bad thats what I tell myself
but its so true, can anybody find me a little truth
And I'm sick of being scared
yeah I'm sick of being scared
oh baby, please don't leave
Wanna be my reason for going on this year
I'll bet you don't
and its pretty obvious that you're scared
and I bet you won't
The rain sliding down his face mixing with tears
about saying bye to a boy who's confused boarderlined destroyed by a world that insists on having its way with the two of us standing on the street thats seen better days
mixing with colors of eyes what made to see me being weak
I used to be stong for lies now im all filled up on self-destruction video
about becoming the world's first professional time killer
Wanna be my reason for going on this year
I'll bet you don't
and its pretty obvious that I'm the one that's scared
and I bet you won't
Sunday morning is sunday best
your sunday skin in the sunday dress
and I'm through
I've never seen girls that look like you do
and she's melting me like ice cream on street on the 4th of July