What If

I look forward, maybe in time
This'll be behind me and gone
I wish I could change it now but I'm confused and I don't know how.
Scared of, "It'll never be," so I keep this all inside of me.
What I'm feeling is so strong and I make it feel like something's wrong.
I worry about being rejected and that outweighs determination.
This is my life and I just can't seem to get it right.
I dream but I don't know, it's just no use.
The longer I think, the more I'm confused
My head in a cloud and sleepless nights.
Thinkin' about those thoughts of mine.
I would love to talk to you, probably something I'll never do.
Scared of "It'll never be," so I keep it all inside of me.
You'll end up an other regret.
Someone I won't forget.
This is my life and I just can't seem to get it right.
I dream but I don't know, it's just no use.
The longer I think, the more I'm confused.
I see you alone but I'm shy.
I see you all alone.
I wish I could show you the world.
Stare at the sky so blue.
I want to tell you that I'm in love with you.
I'll only lose to myself.
If I keep my thoughts on the shelf.
I let you walk by.
I should have tried.