Snowflakes and Cigar Butts

they threw a party cuz
they didn't know i have feelings,
i do.
well, sometimes, i let them through.
it's not my fucking fault
that i've had to be the hard one
so who - could help but laugh at me now?
you showed up wasted
with yr tongue between yr fingers and
i couldn't feel the relief
i was supposed to feel
and you ran out on the lawn
and left me at the window,
but the window pane was freezing -
all people are deceiving
all that you are is stolen from me
i'm the original and yr the copy
i puked my love up, let it all out
then you put yr fingers in
and let the air out
so, now they spend their money
on things i got for free
they play my favourite bands
all over fuckin' mtv
or wait - was that me?
to pay the rent, i've done so many
stupid things
they punched my face in
and they called me a has-been
and now yr in the bathroom,
yr screwing my first cousin
all that you are is stolen from me
i'm the original and yr the copy
i puked my love up, let it all out
then, you put yr fingers in
and let the air out
... what did i do?
so now it's over and
my eyes are soaking wet
there is a coffin,
but i haven't thrown myself
in it yet
the lawn is littered with
snowflakes and cigar butts
the trees are toilet-papered,
dirty dishes in the sink
one man is standing there,
he's holding out a dollar
but when i look, i notice
the dollar's getting smaller and smaller
and smaller and smaller and smaller...