Fidget and Fudge

Oh what parasites we are
Sniffin' through the darkness with our snouts
We were holding to our candle too tight
And it went out
Yes I know this can't be paradise my love
To be abandoned in the dirt
But all along we were preparing ourselves
For the worst
Oh how we fidget
And oh how we fudge
When we let go our nerves
And let loose ours tongues
Tellin' me your all ears
When we know your all fuss
And we need not try to apologize my love
For where were going or where we've been
But I do wish we'd feel sorry once
For standing here at the end
But I know we have it in us my love
For one day you'll understand
At first we must be made to kneel
Before we can stand
Oh how we fidget
and oh how we fudge
When we let go our nerves
And let loose ours tongues
Tellin' me your all ears
When we know your all fuss
And E was for Effort
But also Expect
With me in your courtroom
With you on the bench
Handing down to me a verdict
Never making any sense
And oh, when the night came
It only made it more obscene
And I could never follow you
Nor could I bring
Myself to forgive you
Or Grant you anything
And you overlook the organ
In search of another kind
Giving rise to all the cancers
And tangled up your spine
And there was nothing I could offer
To ever satisfy your mind