This Raging Light

I roll away just like a stone
Just falling around, wherever I'm thrown
I got lost, got sidetracked
I played dead and I couldn't go back
You ask me how does it feels
Well, everything hurts, everything's too real
I tried to be a part of the scheme
But I can't understand what does it really mean
And with pride you point blame
But you never felt love like you ever felt pain
You give me that sad smile
And I want drown it, want it gone for a while
I roll away, away from it all
Yeah, I follow the lights, yeah I follow the call
I fall down into the sound of the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music, the music (...)
Tonight I feel it closer
And I can almost touch it
To you this may be nothing
It's something to me
This raging light
''You're on your own'' said the voice on the phone
In between all the static and the robotic tone
Strong headlight were pointing to my eyes
Behind a killer car, inside a killer heart
''You be strong" said the voice on the phone
In between all the lies and the robotic tone
I fall down and into the sound where the music, the music, the music, the music goes
Tonight I feel it closer
And I can almost touch it
To you this may be nothing
It's something to me
This raging light
To you this may be nothing
Well, it's something to me
This raging life
I roll away just like a stone
Falling around, wherever I'm thrown
And with pride, you point me the blame
Like you ever felt love, like you ever felt pain
I played me but you played a part
And you lost the script, you just found it too hard
I fall down into the sound of the music, the music, this music, the music