So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
There is a man inside a room in the forest
He sits alone upon the chair his father left him
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark with the radio on
The voice crackles when he says that God will save you
He will take you from the lonely life you're living
If you give, if you give, if you give up on what you want
The man stands and pours himself another bourbon
He stops and watches the birds through the winter windows
And the light, and the light from the morning dew
"I thought I love you and our love would be forever
How could I hit you, the only one who ever loved me?"
Said the man, said the man to his shadow
This is the world, this is the world we live in
It's not the one I choose but it's the one we're given
This is the world, this is the world we live in
And it's the winter windows that ends become beginnings
Yep!
As a boy he was taught he was the bad one
One that could heed the other, the protector
He will walk, he will walk, he will walk into the river
Sixty years held down by his brother
Ten years with the ghost of his father
And five years since he spoke, since he spoke to his only son
This is the world, this is the world we live in
It's not the one I choose but it's the one we're given
This is the world, this is the world we live in
And it's the winter windows that ends become beginnings
Yes, it's the winter windows that ends become beginnings
He sits alone upon the chair his father left him
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark with the radio on
The voice crackles when he says that God will save you
He will take you from the lonely life you're living
If you give, if you give, if you give up on what you want
The man stands and pours himself another bourbon
He stops and watches the birds through the winter windows
And the light, and the light from the morning dew
"I thought I love you and our love would be forever
How could I hit you, the only one who ever loved me?"
Said the man, said the man to his shadow
This is the world, this is the world we live in
It's not the one I choose but it's the one we're given
This is the world, this is the world we live in
And it's the winter windows that ends become beginnings
Yep!
As a boy he was taught he was the bad one
One that could heed the other, the protector
He will walk, he will walk, he will walk into the river
Sixty years held down by his brother
Ten years with the ghost of his father
And five years since he spoke, since he spoke to his only son
This is the world, this is the world we live in
It's not the one I choose but it's the one we're given
This is the world, this is the world we live in
And it's the winter windows that ends become beginnings
Yes, it's the winter windows that ends become beginnings
Lyrics submitted by hugmecolin
Winter Windows Lyrics as written by Alex Brown Church
Lyrics © REACH MUSIC PUBLISHING
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This man's life shows a corrupt society with an abusive father. Even when the man is grown up, his father's abuse continues to haunt him and inflict pain in his life, forcing him to resort to alcohol. He settled down and had a child, but his troubled past made him an unfit father and the mother left with his son. The man looks upon the simplicity of the bird through the winter windows, wishing for a different life.
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This piece is about a man whom society has rejected. Perhaps it was inspired by someone in the artist's life, but it could also just be a hypothetical/fictional story about such a person.
The man's father never expressed love or for him, and from that the man has never been able to define love. The man's inheritance from his father appears to just be a chair. Perhaps the rest went to his brother who "held" the narrator down for sixty years (the father must have been playing favorites). Perhaps as a boy who was taught "he was the bad one," it became too much for the man who may have tried to down himself in a river.
The part that gets me is when the man speaks to his shadow. While listening I thought he was speaking to a lover, and then when I heard "Said the man, said the man to his shadow" there was a bit of a lump in my throat... that verse is particularly heavy. However so, the man did had a lover at one point in his life, hence the existence of a son he has not spoken to for 5 years. Maybe the man is addressing that lover in his life, except she is not beside him any longer (only his shadow is) because he hit her (abuse is a cyclical behavior).
I think this song is about fighting his inner demons of his past of his abusive father and how it comes to haunts him in his adult life time to time. Its more of a remembrance of his life as a child.
"The voice crackles when he says that God will save you"
someone or something mocking the boy for considering God?
It's about true loneliness.
"There is a man inside a room in the forest He sits alone upon the chair his father left him In the dark, in the dark, in the dark with the radio on"
Obviously, alone in a house by himself sitting in a chair that his father 'left' (he died) him. He's in the dark, referencing loneliness even farther, listening to nothing but the radio.
"The voice crackles when he says that God will save you He will take you from the lonely life you're living If you give, if you give, if you give up on what you want"
He's lost his faith through his loneliness, in God and the rest of the world. He'll take you from your lonely life if you give up on what you want (life). Showing that death is the only option left for this man.
"The man stands and pours himself another bourbon He stops and watches the birds through the winter windows"
Drinking; universal sign for sadness being a depressant. He watches the birds outside of his window thinking of another life and his longing.
"'I thought I love you and our love would be forever How could I hit you, the only one who ever loved me?' Said the man, said the man to his shadow"
Fantastic use of imagery. Shows that all he had left was himself, but after many years of being alone he's even lost faith within himself.
Great song.
"The voice crackles when it says that god will save you."
Such an excellent line, representative of the foolish pursuit known as religion.
"I thought I love you and our love would be forever How could I hit you, the only one who ever loved me?" Said the man, said the man to his shadow.
This brings forth such fantastic imagery!!!
Such a beautiful song!