Bullshit Maze

Let's take a walk
We need to talk
Oh there's a lot
That I've been keeping to myself
For far too long
I know it's wrong
You're always asking what I think
And what I thought
And if it ever
Gets to be too much for me
Oh yes it does
Oh yes it does
Let's have a drink
Maybe a few
Oh there's a lot
Of things I need to say to you
Like why I start
And then I stop
Just short of getting to the top
Of where I want to really be
With you or not
Maybe just me
Once in a while I stop
In this bullshit maze that I run
I look at my feet and then
I look up at the sun
I wonder to myself
If I'm having any fun
And then I run
And start again
I'm out of breath
Most every day
Can't stop the racing in my heart
Or in my brain
I think I'm sick
I think I'm well
It's never that easy to tell
Except for you
You always do
"Just stop this shit"
That's what you say
I hear it each
And every single day
And you don't have
To say a thing
No, you don't have to say a thing
I can hear, oh I can hear
You anyway
Once in a while I stop
In this bullshit maze that I run
I look at my feet and then
I look up at the sun
I wonder to myself
If I'm having any fun
And then I run
And start again