Addiction

Addiction
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Addiction
Yo, yo
This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession
Call it what you like
Its very unhealthy,
It can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy
At first it was love, bliss, and happiness
Passion and emotion I expressed
Overwhelmed by your presence
Always content
Never wanted anybody else
I thought
If heaven exists its here
Until my happiness turned to tears
All my fears exposed
Like a bad dream with no clothes
Screaming for help
But everytime I wept
You left, you fucking left without once looking back
I didn’t know how to react
My love for you was under attack
I couldn’t take it
I needed you back
I came crying to you
Til everything was cool,
At least til I thought it was
Fuck the drugs
Being around you was my buzz
We had an energy, a type of chemistry
That kept me
Feigning for you
But theres no high in the world that lasts forever, lasts forever
This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession
Call it what you like
Its very unhealthy,
It can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy (x2)
Whenever we disagreed you’d push me out the door and leave
But you keep the door open just enough
That when push came to shove
You could string me along
Like some fucked up R&B song
Cuz after time apart
You missed me too much
So we’d have a break up fuck
And each time it happened it made the passion even stronger
We stayed together longer
But each breakup got harder
I had the urge to be violent
Jealousy, I couldn’t hide it
Craziness I couldn’t fight it
I was losin it
This was one big mind game fueled by pain
That I couldn’t escape
My sanity has been raped
What happened to fate?
This is far from that
This is one fucking giant mistake
I was obsessed with you
You consumed my brain
And worst of all
It wasn’t gonna change
This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession
Call it what you like
Its very unhealthy,
It can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy (x2)
I was changing for the worst
Little shit made me curse
Each verse that I wrote was therapy
I couldn’t cope
I’d smoke weed and flow
Escaping the agony of letting this control me
What is happening to me?
Im getting violent
From all the screams and fighting
This is sucking all the life from me
This is either gonna kill you
Or kill me
What, without the high you give me
Im incomplete
So please accept me
And treat me with a little fucking dignity
Cuz I need you
I cant function without you
Nothing can replace you
This feeling that you bring is very addicting
Very consuming
Very controlling
This is killing me
I need some fucking therapy
Plus im sick of you controlling me
I wanna function normally
Like everyone else and again find happiness
I need to know its for the best
I swear to god im putting you back on the shelf
Miss addiction,
Cuz now im respectin myself
This is the song dedicated to addiction
Or obsession
Call it what you like
Its very unhealthy,
It can make the sane go crazy
It can make the sane go crazy (x2)
This is the song dedicated to
Addiction
Obessession
Call it what you like (x2)