Sorry Shouldn't Be A Word

Your throat closes up
Your words get shorter
I can tell it's messing with your head
Apologies are pointless
They never change a thing
I've been goin' over what you said
You put your heart in my hands
But I keep mine in chains
I roll my thoughts up with rubber bands
And these tears come down like rain
And you ask why everytime
But I don't want to explain
I wish you could understand
Silence makes me insane
With my head in my hands
I stare at you oh so differently
And I don't mean to be exactly
Who you don't want me to be
And I sit and I wait for the time
When you say that I make you happy
But it hurts to the touch
And you think it's too much
For you to tell me
That if I could just change
I woulbe be everything that you've ever wanted
But I am what you see and
I guess I won't be what you had in mind
You put you heart in my hands
But I keep mine in chains
I roll my thoughts up with rubber bands
And these tears come down like rain
And you ask why everytime
But I don't want to explain
I wish you could understand
Silence makes me insane
What you say is so distant from what I feel
(Why don't you learn?)
(Why don't you learn?)
But I'm sorry for what I've become
(I wish I could change)
(I wish I could change)
What you say is so distant from what I feel
(Why don't you learn?)
(Why don't you learn?)
But I'm sorry for what I've become
(I wish I could change)
(I wish I could change)
I wish I could change