Book of Endings

Ice is forming
around her broken heart
Four this morning
she wrote him one last time
'Journal entry #42409
He just needs a
well he needs a bit
more time'
I know you take your time
as you whittle me that card
but I want you to know
I just put in new alarms
I don't wanna be your book of endings
Take a little time, I'm just pretending
Every single one of you haunt me
every night
I don't wanna be the scars I'm bearing
I'm just a little shy of not quite caring
Every single of you haunt me
every night
Like soldiers marching
one by one they vie
For attention
a blessing in disguise
Friends forever
cause I seen you fifteen times
I deserve you
and a second of your time
I know 'hello how are you'
don't seem like much to you
But I wrote you a song
and I owe it all to you
I don't wanna be your book of endings
Take a little time, I'm just pretending
Every single one of you haunt me
every night
I don't wanna be the scars I'm bearing
I'm just a little shy of not quite caring
Every single one of you haunt me
every night
every night
every night
yeah
I don't wanna be your book of endings
Take a little time, I'm just pretending
Every single one of you haunt me
every night
Yeah I'd only make you cry
Cause I'm just that kind of guy
Never know the reasons why
Never know the reasons why
Never know the reasons why