Medicated

I lie awake for days on end.
Black satin above and nice blood red sheets.
I've tried, but to no success can I close my eyes
and get some rest
And he said, "It'll be alright,
if you just learn to close your eyes
It's not the taste you're gonna like
It's a feeling that you get when you start to forget enough"
Medicated, I'm contemplating
packing it up and going somewhere else
They'll never call out my name and
somewhere far where I don't think they care much there
And I'd love to wake up with myself
Maybe that would creep me out enough
To see who the hell I really am
Sometimes I forget and you can bet that I am
Medicated, I'm contemplating
packing it up and going somewhere else
They'll never call out my name and
somewhere far where I don't think they care much there
And maybe this will help me get some rest
Maybe she will help me sleep a little better
Maybe He will help me think a little clearer now
Maybe this isn't what is best
Maybe this is what the doctor ordered
So I'll have another
Medicated, I'm contemplating
packing it up and going somewhere else
They'll never call out my name and
somewhere far where I don't think they care much there
I don't think they care much there
Medicated
I don't think they care much there