Dissatisfied Existence

Despite having predated this phenomenon, I think this song is about toxic self-love. Or more specifically how empty your life can end up being when that's all you depend on. A lot of people these days I've noticed spew a lot of pessimistic nonsense about how they don't need anyone or how they just hate people in general and would rather keep to themselves. Each verses lyrics actually progress like it's from the point of view from someone who ends up feeling miserable after falling for this deception.

"In my Life I never asked for anybody's assistance I'd rather go about my own affairs than to deal with other persons problems"

Verse 1 could possibly be representing the point of view of someone who went through some sort of trauma or hardship in the social or even romantic realm of life so they decide to just give up on all of that and live a life for themselves to avoid the stress that comes with betrayal, abandonment, or heartbreak.

"If I ever want to attract attention it won't be for your affection I don't know what I really want in my Life and I don't remember whom I once believed"

Verse 2 in my opinion showcases the "I don't give a shit" attitude that comes with toxic self-love. And in the process the only attention you end up attracting is very superficial attention that's only validation for your ego and no positive attention like real human intimacy. Yet in the end, you always end not knowing what you TRULY want in life due to the possibly fulfilling motives you've filtered out.

"I live my boring life and no one takes notice of me Happiness is not what I feel Is there any sense for my searching??"

And last but not least verse 3 finally reveals how the person going through all of this really feels; empty, lonely, unfulfilled, etc.

Destruction out of the big Teutonic 3 I think is definitely the most lyrically interesting. They can go from having songs with typical thrash metal badassery to songs like this with more philosophical subject matter that really says a lot about the human experience in everyday life.

Despite having predated this phenomenon, I think this song is about toxic self-love. Or more specifically how empty your life can end up being when that's all you depend on. A lot of people these days I've noticed spew a lot of pessimistic nonsense about how they don't need anyone or how they just hate people in general and would rather keep to themselves. Each verses lyrics actually progress like it's from the point of view from someone who ends up feeling miserable after falling for this deception.

"In my Life I never asked for anybody's assistance I'd rather go about my own affairs than to deal with other persons problems"

Verse 1 could possibly be representing the point of view of someone who went through some sort of trauma or hardship in the social or even romantic realm of life so they decide to just give up on all of that and live a life for themselves to avoid the stress that comes with betrayal, abandonment, or heartbreak.

"If I ever want to attract attention it won't be for your affection I don't know what I really want in my Life and I don't remember whom I once believed"

Verse 2 in my opinion showcases the "I don't give a shit" attitude that comes with toxic self-love. And in the process the only attention you end up attracting is very superficial attention that's only validation for your ego and no positive attention like real human intimacy. Yet in the end, you always end not knowing what you TRULY want in life due to the possibly fulfilling motives you've filtered out.

"I live my boring life and no one takes notice of me Happiness is not what I feel Is there any sense for my searching??"

And last but not least verse 3 finally reveals how the person going through all of this really feels; empty, lonely, unfulfilled, etc.

Destruction out of the big Teutonic 3 I think is definitely the most lyrically interesting. They can go from having songs with typical thrash metal badassery to songs like this with more philosophical subject matter that really says a lot about the human experience in everyday life.