She helped remove the bullets from my leg
She took the blade, dug them out while I lay screaming
She showed me bloody things, and held them in her hand
And said that these were hers and put them in her pocket

I begged her, shoot me in the head
She took my gun, and shot my leg instead
The way she held my gun and looked at me with rage
Told me that everything was okay, if I survived

And now she stays with me, it's crazy but she's mine
She tells me I'm insane, because she doesn't lie
She was a-killing me, she left me here to die
In all the ways, the worry is alright


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    Try this:

    She helped remove the bullets from my leg She took the blade, cut them out while I lay screaming She showed me bloody things, and held them in her hand And said that these were hers and put them in my pocket

    I begged her, shoot me in the head She took my gun, shot my leg instead The way she held my gun and looked at me with rage Told me that everything was okay if I survive

    And now she stays with me, it's crazy, but she's mine She says that I'm insane because she doesn't lie She was the killing need, she left me here to die In all the ways the worry is alright.

    pentalarcon November 01, 2010   Link

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