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19 sai (19 Years Old) [English Translation] Lyrics
You'll come into my room
with your lips painted with poison, right?
You already seem to melt my body
mind
with your kiss
My hated self is 19 years old
My hated self is 19 years old
Though your heart is so beautiful
that I get nauseous
I can't do a thing
So why do you kiss me?
My hated 19 year old days
My hated 19 year old face
I want to fly like a black butterfly
with magnificent wings
Don't say it's stupid
Such a life is alright; it's alright...
If removing only the impure spirit is
impossible
No matter which way I walk
I can call this my future, right?
Indecisive dreams of a 19 year old
Indecisive lies of a 19 year old
I want to become a black butterfly
and be loved by someone
Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,
just a moment is alright; it's alright...
My hated 19 year old self
My hated 19 year old self
I want to fly like a black butterfly
with magnificent wings
Don't say it's stupid
Such a life is alright
I want to become a black butterfly
and be loved by someone
Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,
just a moment is alright; it's alright...
Like a black butterfly
Don't say it's stupid
Like a black butterfly
Don't say it's stupid
with your lips painted with poison, right?
You already seem to melt my body
mind
with your kiss
My hated self is 19 years old
My hated self is 19 years old
that I get nauseous
I can't do a thing
So why do you kiss me?
My hated 19 year old days
My hated 19 year old face
with magnificent wings
Don't say it's stupid
Such a life is alright; it's alright...
impossible
No matter which way I walk
I can call this my future, right?
Indecisive dreams of a 19 year old
Indecisive lies of a 19 year old
and be loved by someone
Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,
just a moment is alright; it's alright...
My hated 19 year old self
with magnificent wings
Don't say it's stupid
Such a life is alright
and be loved by someone
Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,
just a moment is alright; it's alright...
Don't say it's stupid
Like a black butterfly
Don't say it's stupid
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seems like a kid dealing with a relationship based on pure lust, no love involved.
According to Japanese lore, when people die, their souls take the shapes of Black Swallowtail Butterflies and fly to the next world. So when this guy sings that he wants to become a Black Swallowtail Butterfly, he's actually singing about how much he would like to die instead.