Nightmares

"Where are you Pablo?
I’ve looked everywhere for you.
Where are you Pablo?
Why don’t you answer the phone?
Where are you Pablo?
Why don’t you open the door?
Did you go to your brother in Stockholm?
Did you go to London again?
What’s going on Pablo?
Tell me what the fucks going on.
Where are you Pablo?"
And everything went upside down in a second
and I couldn’t go back to sleep
and I can not breathe
as long as I got this one hell of a bad disease,
and the nightmares came over me again
And my intention was not to hurt you
but I guess that’s what I did.
All the times I’ve tried to explain to you what’s going on inside my head,
and the nightmares came over me again.
"You know I need you.
I’d never let you go.
I love you, Pablo.
You said you’d never leave me.
Where are you Pablo?"
25 cigarettes in a chain
and I don’t usually smoke at all.
25 blocks without a cane
and I don’t usually block at all.
And the nightmares came over me again.
And I got some bad motherfuckers to deal with
and they came for me to tonight.
And I’m losing myself to a terrible mess that’s impossible to fight.
And the nightmares came over me again
"You know I need you.
I’d never let you go.
I love you, Pablo.
You said you’d never leave me.
Where are you Pablo?"
And you know the little girl I was talking about,
she was hanging in a rope.
I’m so exhausted and I’m so tired of this.
So don’t expect from me to cope.
And the nightmares came over me again.
And I said, "shoot me if you really hate me."
And then he shot me in the head
and I could see it all happen right before my eyes.
And I was lying down there dead.
And the nightmares came over me again.
"You know I need you.
I’d never let you go.
I love you, Pablo.
You said you’d never leave me.
Where are you Pablo?"