I am in pain
I am... the cursed one
Life is not what it was meant to be
What I didn't ask for has now turned my way
Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong
Things I once believed in have now turned evil
Yet I pray, "Deliver me from evil"
But another spell pulled me away
Will suicide break the ring of curse
Tomorrow I'll be gone, so don't look for me
I am lying on my death-bed, with chaos in my mind
My life took more than it gave
Betrayed and deceived I will now pass away
And with the gun in my hand, my questions
Are soon to be answered
Will suicide break the ring of cure...
Satan and god, the thought passes my mind
Heaven and hell, it's not up to me
If the Christians that I've seen
Represent the true God of heaven
Then it's not a place that I want to be
But if I'm blinded, please open my eyes
And help my now...
Will suicide break the ring of cure
Tomorrow I'll be gone, then you'll be all alone
I am... the cursed one
What I didn't ask for has now turned my way
Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong
Things I once believed in have now turned evil
But another spell pulled me away
Tomorrow I'll be gone, so don't look for me
My life took more than it gave
Betrayed and deceived I will now pass away
And with the gun in my hand, my questions
Are soon to be answered
Heaven and hell, it's not up to me
If the Christians that I've seen
Represent the true God of heaven
Then it's not a place that I want to be
But if I'm blinded, please open my eyes
And help my now...
Tomorrow I'll be gone, then you'll be all alone
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First of all, "Satan and God" God needs to be capitalized "Heaven and Hell" hell needs to be capitalized. "Represent the true God of Heaven" Heaven needs to be capitalized.
The way I see this is someone who was raised a Christian, in some form, but in one of the Churches who don't teach the way Christ wanted them to teach (Christians know what I mean). He feels betrayed by God because he has been living his life wrong and now feels empty. When he says "If the Christians that I've seen Represent the true God of heaven Then it's not a place that I want to be But if I'm blinded, please open my eyes And help me now..." He is referring to the fact that most Christians live a double life, presenting themselves one way at Church, but presenting themselves as a man/woman of the world, to the world. And he is asking that if he has been corrupted by the world, that God would open his eyes to the truth before he takes his own life to get away from the pain that only the world can bring, and only the Lord can take away.
Oh, and also, when it says "My life took more than it gave" He is saying that he did nothing to help humanity or to spread the word of God, so he feels his life is basically pointless (aka why he wants to commit suicide)
Oh, and also, when it says "My life took more than it gave" He is saying that he did nothing to help humanity or to spread the word of God, so he feels his life is basically pointless (aka why he wants to commit suicide)