Living a Lie

You were wondering why I just can't talk about anything
Is it because I just can't talk to you?
Or would you prefer I talk at length about anything
Just to keep you from starting to cry?
You're wondering why I get no satisfaction
Is it because I just can't sleep at night?
Or would you prefer some nonstop love action
Just to keep you from wondering why?
I'm living a lie
I'm just living a lie
And if I keep on living the way I have been living
You will come to me and say "All has been forgiven"
But I didn't do anything wrong
I've just been living a lie too long
You were wondering why I keep up this illusion
Is it because I hurt too much to hurt?
Would you prefer me act like nothing's happened
Just to keep you from living a lie?