So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
why are you blaming me for shit
i did what was best for me
it must be hard to admit
that you're not what you used to be
whats with your new attitude?
thats not who i once knew
where is your gratitude
now you're sayin shit thats not true
ive been the same for years
if you can't see that then youre blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind
ive been the same for years
if you can't see that then youre blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind
look at what you've become
you're something i will never like
sitting on corners like a bum
you have become a chain smoking dyke!
look in the mirror for a few
do you like who you are?
or do you look and say 'who?'
i know i dont know you by far
i've been the same for years
if you can't see that then you're blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind
i've been the same for years
if you can't see that then youre blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind.
i did what was best for me
it must be hard to admit
that you're not what you used to be
whats with your new attitude?
thats not who i once knew
where is your gratitude
now you're sayin shit thats not true
ive been the same for years
if you can't see that then youre blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind
ive been the same for years
if you can't see that then youre blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind
look at what you've become
you're something i will never like
sitting on corners like a bum
you have become a chain smoking dyke!
look in the mirror for a few
do you like who you are?
or do you look and say 'who?'
i know i dont know you by far
i've been the same for years
if you can't see that then you're blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind
i've been the same for years
if you can't see that then youre blind
why do you shed so many tears
sit back, unwind.
Lyrics submitted by chiefhky29
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