Die, And While You're At It... Forget Me

Speak now before it's too late to say
And regrets are nothing more than mistakes
(But I'm missing myself again)
Don't think everything will be how you left it
If you ever come back here again
Letting go lets you know where your faith lies
It's half in cut phone lines
It's half an excuse that I've made
And what part does hope play in trying
When everything and everyone agreed that they both shouldn't stay?
Nothing has happened according to plan
Disjointed and distanced
I think I forgot who I am
A million miles
A million miles away
This is the silence that tore noise apart
You're making a difference but living it down
While I'm making assumptions and holding your face to the ground
And I've promised you nothing at all
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I can't live knowing that you're alive
I am watching you to make sure you die
(Make no mistake)
Though your killing of me is becoming routine,
You're the reason I live
You're the reason I live!
Shut this down!
Shut me out before it's too late!
Let this die!
Let me die!
This time I promise I won't ever wake
The decision that seperates truth
Another chance that I lost just to thank you
About being believed and denied
This is growing up
This is growing apart.
And the lines have all clearly been drawn
These mistakes are yours
But I still owe you everything
So wake yourself up
This is the last time you'll forget my name I swear