This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Pale-faced, the innocent
Will drown in blood
Hurt and withdrawn
Don't dare to steal my grief
In this haze of green and gold
He's gone
Blind my eyes
And I still can see through the mist
To the very end
There I'll face what I fear the most
Blind my eyes
But it all doesn't matter right now
I will bury my dead and keep on
'Til the end
I won't give up (i won't give up)
I'll turn to the red fields of none
There's a grave
There's a rose
Drift away
I can hear me say
"Soon you all shall be free"
Carry the blessed home
No one's left here but me
And I will sing out your name
Call me insane, I know
I've opened my heart and my soul to you, son
So pale turns the innocent
And all I feel is pain
Suddenly I understand
He's gone
Blind my eyes
And I still can see through the mist
To the very end
There I'll face what I fear the most
Blind my eyes
But it all doesn't matter right now
But it all doesn't matter right now
Carry the blessed home
No one's left here but me
And I will sing out your name
Driven insane? No no
What I fear the most I have faced and that's truth
The grey face is not innocent
Though I cry in dismay
I will follow decay, I'll move on
Is there anyone here
Who knows how it feels to be right?
Blind my eyes
And I still can see through the mist
To the very end
There I'll face what I fear the most
Blind my eyes
But it all doesn't matter right now
But it all doesn't matter right now
Matter right now
Matter right now
Will drown in blood
Hurt and withdrawn
Don't dare to steal my grief
In this haze of green and gold
He's gone
Blind my eyes
And I still can see through the mist
To the very end
There I'll face what I fear the most
Blind my eyes
But it all doesn't matter right now
I will bury my dead and keep on
'Til the end
I won't give up (i won't give up)
I'll turn to the red fields of none
There's a grave
There's a rose
Drift away
I can hear me say
"Soon you all shall be free"
Carry the blessed home
No one's left here but me
And I will sing out your name
Call me insane, I know
I've opened my heart and my soul to you, son
So pale turns the innocent
And all I feel is pain
Suddenly I understand
He's gone
Blind my eyes
And I still can see through the mist
To the very end
There I'll face what I fear the most
Blind my eyes
But it all doesn't matter right now
But it all doesn't matter right now
Carry the blessed home
No one's left here but me
And I will sing out your name
Driven insane? No no
What I fear the most I have faced and that's truth
The grey face is not innocent
Though I cry in dismay
I will follow decay, I'll move on
Is there anyone here
Who knows how it feels to be right?
Blind my eyes
And I still can see through the mist
To the very end
There I'll face what I fear the most
Blind my eyes
But it all doesn't matter right now
But it all doesn't matter right now
Matter right now
Matter right now
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"The Red Fields of None" gives it away.
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