This Eternal Instant

"...my hands ...my hands
...my hands"
To free these
To be these
To feel these hands
No direction
Teach me
Connection
Within my soul
I'm drowning
Laughing I dream this
Nightmare eternal
Forming confusion
Feeling so lost you're
Never alone
But silent
Walking towards
Horizons
No one to frame but you
To form
The line
To be
The only one that's left to free
You
From you
Just you
Erase this nightmare
of conformity
Into the overflowing of
Free decision
Choosing a new way
Losing yourself
Lay down my
Distraction
Inside the circle of being
Show me
Purpose
And drift towards the surface
In my sleep I
Fall down in deeper
Into the sea of
Dark desires you're
Never alone
But silent
Walking towards
Horizons
"Holding on to shades
of something
Bleeding on the road
I walked before
Watching as my
pale memories fade
Into nothing... and nothing begins
I just can't escape
this feeling in my head
It feels like going around
in circles
And all I can really relate to
Is the person I used to be"
Never alone
But silent
Walking towards
Horizons
No one to frame but you
To form
The line
To be
The only one that's left to free
You
From you
Just you
Erase this nightmare
of conformity
Into the overflowing of
Free decision
Choosing a new way
Losing yourself
It's fading in