Redefine Me

As soon as I first readed the lyrics I realized I can totally relate to this song in this period of my life.

I'll try to explain my interpretation of the song step by step: basically, it talks about this guy that cares a lot about a girl. He gave everything for her, and he feels deceived because everything he did wasn't enough.

1° Verse:

"Feel This illusive dream that's Growing Flowing into view Take thise immense Participation Is it really you?"

In this part of the verse, he says that he always dreamt to be with her but he starts to realize that this dream could be deceiving him.

"Fall back My secret window Feel free To let me lose My mind My mind"

Now he's sure he has deceived himself, he realizes the situation and wants to hide himself in his "little secret corner". He just cannot think about anything but her ("Feel free to let me lose my mind" is a desperate pray)

"Twisting I feel abandoned Look back To set me free To purify To purify"

He feels abandoned and he wants to forget all this story and be free of this pain.

Chorus:

"It makes me want to scream To fall out of this dream It makes me want to find the things I thought you wanted It makes you want to try To leave it all behind The time that still remains I'll use to redefine me Find me..."

He immediately regrets what it thought at the end of the first verse: he's desperate, he just wants to leave his dreams and give her the things that he thought she wanted; altough, for some reason (maybe she fears something or she's insecure), she wants to flee. He then says that wants to use the remaining time to change himself and see if it will work.

2° Verse:

"Now All that's left with me This feeling Am I all alone? Stretching I cannot see you Clearly Am I losing you?"

The situation aggravates, he feels lonely because he's not even dreaming anymore. It's just reality and he's realizing that he's losing her.

"To speak I'll try to save you Feel free to let me find My innerline My innerline"

Altough, he doesn't want to surrender, he wants to save what remains of them and to find his very soul and innerline.

"Have you simply Lost the answer Will you take the hand I give? To redefine To redefine"

Even if he doesn't surrender, it seems that everything he tries to do is not corresponded by her. He doesn't know why because she doesn't want to answer his question.

"..This illusive cry I AM Your secret window I AM All that's left with you I AM Redefinition

I am losing you Fading in You're fading out"

"I'll redefine my dreams In the hours that remain I'll try to understand To redefine myself"

He always had doubts about what he did for her: he asked himself if the things he did were right or bad, and now he finally realizes that everything he did was actually right. He just knows she's doing this but he doesn't know why, and he wants help because he's willing to redefine himself just for her. Because of this, he's desperate since it really seems he's losing her. But even if everything he did was right, it might be that it wasn't what she really wanted, and this could be linked to the chorus ("it makes me to find the things I THOUGHT you wanted"). Eventually, he changes his dreams in order to give her what she actually wants. He will try to understand her reasons and redefine himself once again.

Sorry for my bad english, it's not my native language and I can't manage to explain things well..

I can relate to this song because I'm literally in the same situation. I'm giving everything for her but there's always something going wrong. I just want to know what.. Just like this guy from the song.