So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
I was five and you were six
we rode on horses made of sticks
he was black and i was white
and he would always win the fight
bang bang
you shot me down
bang bang
i hit the ground
bang bang
had that awkward sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down
seasons came and changed the time
when i grew up i called him mine
he would always laugh and say,
"remember when we used to play?"
bang bang
you shot me down
bang bang
i hit the ground
bang bang
had that awkward sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down
now hes gone
and i dont know why
and i sometimes cry
he never said goodbye
and take the time to lie
you shot me down
bang bang
i hit ground
bang bang
that aweful sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down
we rode on horses made of sticks
he was black and i was white
and he would always win the fight
bang bang
you shot me down
bang bang
i hit the ground
bang bang
had that awkward sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down
seasons came and changed the time
when i grew up i called him mine
he would always laugh and say,
"remember when we used to play?"
bang bang
you shot me down
bang bang
i hit the ground
bang bang
had that awkward sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down
now hes gone
and i dont know why
and i sometimes cry
he never said goodbye
and take the time to lie
you shot me down
bang bang
i hit ground
bang bang
that aweful sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down
Lyrics submitted by neverheardofhim
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Well, in my opinion this song is about being a young & maybe a little naive &/or introverted girl and finding yourself loving a man who is at first very charming, carefree & outgoing, and seems at first to be without limits, as in
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you opened up every doorway
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is love in a vacuum"
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but you insist that
that's not true"
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that you're hardly you
Now I can see
how you have been acting different
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but I know
that it isn't
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"You will be lonely
if you leave me alone", so you want to save them but can't get through to them due to the addiction &/or emotional problems they have,
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and that's not enough
love in a vacuum
You will be lonely
you'll be the only one who feels this way
You will be lonely
if you leave me alone
You will be lonely
you'll be the only one who feels this way
it's just not enough"
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"You will be lonely
you'll be the only one who feels this way
it's just not enough
and just wait
you will be lonely
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Love in a vacuum
and that's not enough
Love in a vacuum".
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