Something Or Nothing

To lie is to tell you I'm sorry.
I can think of nothing less appealing,
Than telling you I love you.
So, tell me, tonight, how are you feeling?
After what I did.
Bloodstains are hard to wash out.
Nothing like memories to set cement.
Do you remember what you did?
Can you believe I'm gone?
Searching for something
You never really had.
To lie is to tell you I'm sorry.
I can think of nothing more appealing
Than telling you I love you.
So, tell me, tonight, how are you feeling?
After what we did.
These stains are hard to wash out.
Nothing like now to set cement.
I didn't mean it.
I didn't mean for this to happen!
Forgive me Father, he's too long gone!
Forgive me friend, he's just too long gone!
I owe you sweet revenge.
It's too hard to stomach.
Bite your tongue, but not so hard.
Save your blood for me.
I'm a lost cause,
But say you'll wait for me.
Alright?
Of course I meant it.
For this to happen!
"Knife sheds bloody tears" -
All a dreadful mistake.
You're just a terrible accident.
And I'm just too good to be true.
I always meant it.
I always meant for you to happen!
Please don't forgive me.
You're already dead, Father.
Set this alarm, he won't wake.
I don't want to wake.