Staring Into the Sky

I caught myself staring into the sun
But all I could see was your eyes
I caught myself staring into the sun
And was blinded by my disillusionment
It took that shine through my window
To show me what I am
The window's covered with trees
To shield me from my observations
And I wanted to speak up
But there was only awkward silence
And I wanted to speak up
But you shoved me away
And I wanted to speak up
But I can never be alone
And I wanted to speak up
I'll always be alone
I caught myself staring into the sky
And the stars glimmered like your eyes
I caught myself staring into the sky
And realized what I was
They like to humiliate me
Remind me of my sins
I said, "I'm no religious girl"
But they just sneered and walked away
And I crumbled there before you
But you were looking south
And I crumbled there before you
But you wouldn't look my way
And I crumbled there before you
But you didn't understand
And I crumbled there before you
So I pulled myself away
I caught myself staring into your eyes
But yours were fixed on someone else
I caught myself staring into your eyes...
How typical.