Self Disembowelment

Scream inducing pain torments me
from beneath my skin
Torturous jolts like needles
piercing my intestines
I must release these vile insects
from inside of me
With mighty force I plunge it in to
eradicate the source of pain
Now the pain has tripled
yet I begin to feel bliss
Perhaps these insects were
a trick played in my mind
The more pain, the more pleasure
I start to become aroused
blood drains from my veins
I reach in and pull my guts out
My cock is fully aroused
I wrap my intestines around it
slowly I begin to jerk
pleasure unlike I've ever felt
My hand and my pulse move faster
With my free hand I scrape out my insides
I know this will cause my demise
But ill die with cum on my hands
With fiendish delight
I spew a load unlike I've ever seen
But I still breathe and feel and uncanny energy
Proceeding to consume these cum stained guts
now makes sense to me.
With lustful force I stuff the steaming mess inside my face
The taste of my cum stained guts is as heavenly as when I came
Now I'm full and just came,
there's only one thing to do
I thrust out the knife and slice the shit out of myself
Slash my neck, carve out my chest
then force it into my ass
And to complete this carnage
I slice off my gore soaked dick