Honesty Is Not Fucking Emo

Another night I'm coming home
Without a shred of faith in anybody
Except in myself
And even there I've got my doubts
We talked all night, and forced our lives
And views on everybody
But nothing seems to be moving anywhere,
Or have I just lost the route?
I'm feeling broke inside
I choke a cry and hope to die
What the hell am I doing here?
I think I wasted a whole year
Another fight, another black eye
Turn your back and walk away
Sleepwalk though history and then you go and disappear
All this despite the fact you clalimed
We'd never ever go astray
But if elm city burns tonight I don't think I'd shed a tear
I'm feeling broke inside
I choke a cry and hope to die
What the hell am I doing here?
I think I wasted a whole year
She calls me on the telephone
She's been drunk for three weeks straight
And her voice starts to quiver and my faith starts to shake
And for all I fucking care why don't you drink yourself to death
‘Cause after all that I've lost you know I'm all
That I've got left
The snow falls white
There’s not a sound, it covers all our old hypocrisies
And with borders gone, I forgot which side I'm on
You talk of rights
As though we truly knew democracy
But tonight I just can't buy it
Tonight my ideals are long time gone
I'm feeling broke inside
I choke a cry and hope to die
What the hell am I doing here?
I think I wasted a whole year
She calls me on the telephone
She's been drunk for three weeks straight
And her voice starts to quiver and my faith starts to shake
And for all I fucking care why don't you drink yourself to death
‘Cause after all that I've lost you know I'm all
That I've got left