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Killing Myself Again Lyrics
Every page of my suicide script
they all have a cross to bear
like a hammer to the teeth
answer my misguided prayer
Watch it kill you watch it kill me
my hipocrisy is so sincere
each dose of delusion
becomes a feeding frenzy
carving this message into my skin
haunting me
this isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
carving this message into my skin
with not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me to live
Killing myself again
I'm killing myself to live
I kill myself to live
they all have a cross to bear
like a hammer to the teeth
answer my misguided prayer
my hipocrisy is so sincere
each dose of delusion
becomes a feeding frenzy
haunting me
this isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
carving this message into my skin
with not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me to live
I'm killing myself to live
I kill myself to live
Song Info
Submitted by
somber_eyes On Jul 25, 2006
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this is a suicide song.....apparently....and has much meaning....he can't bare to live cuas he carries the burden of guilt so heavily....he's lied to everyone and himself so much he began to believe in those lies...wich in turn caused everything to collapse....
personally, i think this song is about doing drugs. For instance when he states that "its killing me to live" he could refer to the fact that he knows that hes damaging his body but he does it anyway because its fun and he feels alive but he could care less because he doesnt have "one shit left to give" I could be wrong, but thats the way i look at it
he feels empty and sad or whatever other feelings he was feeling useing ( sounds like heroin) to feel alive and its destroying him slowly in the process its alot more than just that but thats the general meaning i took
I really like this song and feel like i can connect with it
just gonna say you guy's/girls have terrible grammar.