Forever Surprised (feat. John Mayer)

The one thing that stands out
of all that she said to me,
the line that I remember
'we've been fading since January'
And though my ears wouldn't take it, my eyes read it clear
I've got this feeling that
I don't belong here ..
So broken and fading I'll cry for tonight
And wake in the same world,
with the same bright lights.
Helpless and desperate still covered in fields of doubt
Still filled with my troubles
from before I faded out
She tried to explain it the best that she knew how
I'm trying to understand it but we knew that its hopeless now
I'm not the one for you its what tore me inside
And it comes to this everytime,
but I'm always surprised.
And now I'm surviving on small superficialities
Fleeing happiness as I'm standing as though it is
She tried to explain it the best that she knew how
I'm trying to understand it but we knew that it was hopeless now
I'm not the one for you it's what tore me inside
And it comes to this everytime but I'm always surprised
She tried to explain it the best she knew how
I'm trying to understand it but we knew that it was hopeless now
I'm not the one for you it's what tore me inside
And it comes to this everytime but I'm always surprised*