Death Plan

My ticks of time have been laid to rest,
focused on giving me nothing but the best
You are your own weapon infront of me,
you just think you're too proud to see
Slipping out of trouble when it's nothing but war,
leaving me to deal with the blood and the gore
It feels like you've left me for some ignorant man,
it's the perfect scheme for my own death plan
Falling
and
Stalling
and
hiding beneath life
Earning
and
Learning
and
proving the strife
Letting this all get right through me,
is how dumb you think I 'am
There's more to it then what you see
Are you always assaulting?
Is it always your turn?
Do you recover on all accounts?
Do you ever crash and burn?
Can I pretend like your nothing?
A senseless ghost?
Is there a way to turn this backwards?
For what you need most?
Falling
and
Stalling
and
hiding beneath life
Earning
and
Learning
and
proving the strife
Letting this all get right through me,
is how dumb you think I 'am
There's more to it then what you see
The lines across this page,
proves all my hidden rage
You'll find it when Im gone,
when Im out of your life,
being treated like a pawn
Fuck all your insults
Infact, fuck yourself
Worry about this,
I can treat my own health
Falling
and
Stalling
and
hiding beneath life
Earning
and
Learning
and
proving the strife
Dying
and
Trying
and
winning the race
Losing
and
Brusing
and
seeing the blood drip from my face
Breaking
and
Faking
and
creating a death plan so bloody well
Killing
and
Willing
and
joining your hell