Lackrosy

I hide myself in me and I always will
Overdose of reality has made me ill
Have I spent to much time alone?
I curse myself for being born
When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back
and I don´t want to be seen
I hide from reality, I´m scared like a child
don´t come close to me
There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites
and cuts me like a knife
This is how it feels to be me, do you want to
take over my life?
Lift me from this abyss where I dwell
Please save me from my private hell
Don´t judge, just listen if I speak
No I won´t reveal it makes me weak
When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back
and I don´t want to be seen
I hide from reality, I´m scared like a child
don´t come close to me
There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites
and cuts me like a knife
This is how it feels to be me, do you want to
take over my life?
Dark in room and I´m lying in my bed
trying to figure out when I became so sad
Is there a hope and a life for me
I need my dreams more than reality
When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back
and I don´t want to be seen
I hide from reality, I´m scared like a child
don´t come close to me
There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites
and cuts me like a knife
This is how it feels to be me, do you want to
take over my life?