If I Decide

If I decide
I just want it, I could need it
And I’m just starting, I ain’t in it
And I shuffle around,
And I hear those familiar sounds
The sounds that I heard before,
But I don’t wanna hear any more
Just to go when I’m wanting to go,
As if to say “I told you so”
And if I decide, I could live or die
If I decide, ‘cause I could live a lie
If I decide, than maybe, just maybe
I could be saving the right life
The right life (x3)
If I decide
I just do it, I don’t need it
And I’ve been through it, but I ain’t seen it
And I put on a show,
The kind I’d swear you’d never know
And I’m getting over again,
One of these moments when,
It all comes falling apart,
And I don’t know why I let it start
‘Cause if I decide, I could live or die
If I decide, ‘cause I could live a lie
If I decide, than maybe, just maybe
I could be saving the right life
The right life (x3)
If I decide
Roll up, roll up,
For the oldest story in the world,
Man versus girl
Man meets girl,
Man likes girl,
Man fights girl,
Man hates the world
It’s a tale of pride,
Ego and confidence,
And maybe common sense
Has a place in there also
You must decide, you must decide
If I decide, I could live or die
If I decide, ‘cause I could live a lie
If I decide, than maybe, just maybe
I could be saving the right life
The right life (x10)
If I decide
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