Curious

Mmm No1's Commented, Best Song On The Album For Me

I love this song.

Erm..really quick analysis.....

It's about a guy who likes a girl but doesn't really know her. He's willing to do whatever to get said girl, even if it kills him. He's knows she's no good, and that he probably will end up going over the edge of reason, but he's willing to do it, because he's curious as to what it would be like to be with her.

I knew this hot ass chick who was my best friend's girlfriend. She was almost unreal. She got on me one night but I couldn't do anything cause my friend was standing right there. After that night, we talked and shit and told her I was almways interested in her. I never shared those feelings cause I figured I never had a chance. Anyways we start hanging out quite a bit and drinking. I know I carried this girl down countless flights of stairs when she was passed out cold drunk...and we used to fuck and talk...but I was nothing more than a play thing to her. Something else to do. The relatioship ended bitterly and I was reminded of all the bullshit I did for her and it pissed me off to no end. I still harbor a small set of feelings for her but we broke all contact so I'm still....curious. ;)

When I heard this song, it was if someone shoved a cold steel rod through my heart.