@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
walking down the hall
But all the doors are locked inside
Searching for somebody just to stay with for the night
please help me please
I let my heart go
I'm bad
I'm diseased
Searching a life of sorrow
sifting through the pictures of the ghost inside my mind
Somehow can't forget the times I failed to get things right
Please hear me please
I let my heart go
I'm bad
I'm diseased
Searching a life of sorrow
head hangs low
Stare at the telephone
Forget the face you'll never know
the night is long
Shadows grow on my wall
I'm calling out but no one's home
please hear me please
I let my heart go
I'm bad
I'm diseased
Searching a life of sorrow
no strength left to scream
But all the doors are locked inside
Searching for somebody just to stay with for the night
please help me please
I let my heart go
I'm bad
I'm diseased
Searching a life of sorrow
sifting through the pictures of the ghost inside my mind
Somehow can't forget the times I failed to get things right
Please hear me please
I let my heart go
I'm bad
I'm diseased
Searching a life of sorrow
head hangs low
Stare at the telephone
Forget the face you'll never know
the night is long
Shadows grow on my wall
I'm calling out but no one's home
please hear me please
I let my heart go
I'm bad
I'm diseased
Searching a life of sorrow
no strength left to scream
Lyrics submitted by afanofmusic, edited by abstieg
Diseased Lyrics as written by Robert Thomas Michael Jagger
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its about feeling abondoned lonly and like you let yourself go it goes with the whole sound the alarm theme id say great guitar work on this song and the beggining does seem reminiscent of a no doubt song your right kenny! eitherway my fav band saves the day